My light is my heart it glows deep red I follow it forever it knows whats ahead. I'll protect it until the day I die I'll hold it myself when I cry, the misery you caused I wish you could feel how it went numb when I gave it to you. Chance after chance I thought you knew I was getting close to being done with stress from you. A beautiful heart can only take so much, when you push it to far it stings to much. My light went dull and I lost my way I couldn't see so I pushed you far away. I can now see why I was in fear my body was not protected it's sad to hear I warned you how scared I was and shed some tears. I wish you would have understood how serious I was being I gave you the chance you should have seen. I'm selfish of my protection but selfless to thee I almost wrecked my whole self for you to be with me. A protector a lover an understanding personality selfless and funny are things I need, I will search until I get what I need no person who will hurt me deserves this soul of me.